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Peace Out Bitches I've Officialy made the move to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) xmarksthereason .
ADD IT OR DON'T! (I DON'T CARE.)
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| new journal bitches |
[02 Nov 2004|08:43pm] |
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xmarksthereason , new journal add it up please. if you add me i'll add you its simple.
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[01 Nov 2004|08:52pm] |
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to anyone who makes me a new livejournal name i'll give you a present.
i need a new one badly.
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[18 Oct 2004|08:51pm] |
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whose number is (248) 569 8177 and whose number is (248) 302 8408.
i hate mysterious missed phone calls. they drive me CRAZY!!!
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[03 Oct 2004|09:47pm] |
this weekend didn't turn out so bad. i take back all the mean things i said about you. i'm over it and i'm over myself. the world doesn't revolve around me. no i never thought it did. i hope everyone around me is happy though. taylor i'm glad we got to hang out. i've missed you very much.
to anyone that cares: i am NOT going to homecoming. its not really that big a deal to me. i mean i'm not even that big a fan of dancing or dances.
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[25 Sep 2004|11:36pm] |
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do i really want to go to homecoming? i'm unsure. should i go? who wants to be my date!?!
maybe someone will actually comment on this entry.
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[25 Sep 2004|10:10pm] |
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i thought friendship were suppose to feel good, how come ours doesn't make me feel good anymore? i hate being in this emotional state. you make me uncomfortable now. you usually made me comfortable but now i feel so uncomfortable. its so weird. i can't say anything because then it will all change. what happened before will happen again. i know i don't want that to happen again. i wouldn't care if i knew you were happy, but i know your not and that is what hurts me the most. give it time, is what i'm told. well i don't have time to be wasting. yesterday i didn't think about you and now i sit here being lonely. yesterday felt so right, it felt like that was how things were suppose to feel. i want to have that feeling more often. i guess i just feel the attraction more than others do.
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[31 Aug 2004|08:03pm] |
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livejournal is too dramatic for me. no more updates. i might just delete the whole account. or maybe i'll keep it around to read some of my friends journals i dont' know. i'm leaning towards deleting.
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[18 Aug 2004|06:54pm] |
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D1P1 Spanish 4 Clugston (which i was gonna change but i don't think i am anymore)
D1P2 Ceramics 1 Hartshorn
D1P3 Honors English Cierpial
D1P4 World History Waldman
D2P1 Journalism Gian
D2P2 FST Roll
D2P3 Seminar!!! Blackwell
D2P4 Chemistry Nadeau
yay for another year of school.
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[01 Aug 2004|08:17pm] |
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to all my lady friends out there i have five words for you: get the fuck over him! whoever he may be get over him.
EVERYONE please comment with what you real opinion of me is. i would really like to know what everyone thinks.
please just do me this one favor. thank you and good bye.
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[18 Jul 2004|06:47pm] |
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sometimes i do feel lost but then i realize i am just being stupid. i like where i am. i just think i want more out of life. when will the good times come?
i hate that everyone is leaving! like what the fuck.
i need nicole back badly!
taylor i will miss you so much! please have fun!
p.s-- this is fun but you don't have to do it:
ask me anything. any question. and of course i will answer.
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[18 Jul 2004|12:32am] |
i hate having to question who i am.
i don't like feeling lonely when i'm surronded by people.
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[17 Jul 2004|12:21pm] |
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First off, i love weezer.
Second, yesterday was a lot of chaos but also really fun. Taylor picked Erik and I up early because Jay was running late to get the IAH guys. We went over to Wehby’s to wait for Jay. We finally get on the road not really knowing where we are going. Were relying on Map quest directions. We were are almost there when Taylor’s car decides to just die on us. We get it started again but we couldn’t get off the emergency flashers.
We went to a gas station and wehby gets the lights off but we don’t fix the car. Finally we get to this kid’s house and we help IAH set up. Taylor, Erik and I didn’t pay because “were with the band”. IAH played good then we pack up and fit four kids in the back seat. Lets just say I got very close to Greg and Erik, but hey that’s not a bad thing. We end up driving around for more then an hour trying to find Eko. Major Major trouble. FINALLY we get to eko and are greeted by Augustine and others. The bands sucked that I heard. Augustine was alright. I suppose it was worth the trouble. After I drove with Rissa cause I didn’t want to smush into the back seat again. Rissa almost killed us but didn’t. We went to Wendy’s and that was the end of the night. Overall, it was very nice to see Erik again and I hope he had a fun time. It sure was a blast and I am glad that I can finally say I’ve met rob and billy.
Third, I got off of work an hour and 20 minutes early. It was quite nice. I need to shower.
Tonight is the family party to celebrate my grandparents 50th wedding anniversary. How fun!
Shower time.
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[06 Jul 2004|05:17pm] |
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i'm sitting here thinking about our lost friendships
i dont' know who gave up first.
i can't bring myself to care.
how is it possible for something this tragic to happen.
realizing that i've never had a best friend for more than two years is heartbreaking.
right now in my life i am in a good spot or so i think. this summer has been such an eye opener for me. i've realized more things in this summer then most times ever. i am so sick of changing for other people. i am so sick of the fake frienships. i want all those to go away. i want to tell this fake friends that they mean nothing to me but i dont' want them to hate me. i am sick of trying to please people though. i am afraid of what will happen when school starts up again. don't tell me its only summer because school will come again and soon. is the amount of friends that i lost anything compared to the friends i've gained?
jeez why can't I and people in general be happy. why is it when i need people in my life the most they leave. dont' tell me that excuse that you will be back because i've heard it way to many times before.
why don't you all just pick of the phone and call me! i am so sick of those stupid excuses. everyone can just fuck off.
i hate looking foward to things.
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[25 Jun 2004|01:09am] |
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HAPPY SWEET 16 TO ME!
all your bday wishes may be directed to this number: 248-217-0438.
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[23 Apr 2004|06:01pm] |
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nicole i think i found the bloomfield lacrosse team on eteams.
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[17 Apr 2004|09:52pm] |
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casey saw scooby today. enough said.
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[22 Mar 2004|09:23pm] |
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FUCKING LIVEJOURNAL PIECE OF FUCKING SHIT.
it deleted it as usual. anyways i had out my day but i dont' think anything too interesting.
okay interesting points:
- I wore my say anything shirt today. i am in love with it. i also have bitchin' kicks. (erik's words not mine)
- rugby was today. i don't enjoy standing on the sidelines watching everyone else play. that is not how i learn. i have a feeling this sport may suck.
- danielle is a very nice girl. i like that she doesn't want to hurt my back. so considerate.
- i am considering quitting and joining royal oak's chicks with sticks (a.k.a.- girl's hockey)
- i finished my bio thingy and it looks like crap.
- i presented my spanish project and realized i shouldn't of taken spanish 4.
- since spring is now. i get to work. yes that means money in my pocket for my hard labor. i start again in april. so excited.
- lauren is probably one of my favorite people to be around. she always makes me happy.
well enough of the bullets. see most of you bitches in school tomorrow.
p.s i look foward to lunch tomorrow.
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[26 Feb 2004|08:45pm] |
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oh man the first game of hockey with the boys is amazing.
i love being able to pull off my one timer.
man oh man exercise is awesome.
well the 'rents aren't gonna be home this weekend.. anyone up for a party? rissa? nicole? lauren?
hm... i've become a crush whore. it's bad.
tomorrow is friday, yay.
well what a waste of a update.
later fools.
<3
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